Much Better | Chapter 4 | Lose Hope.
Joe's POV;
I groaned inwardly as I heard the doorbell ring. I sat on her bed, not planning on letting the douche in, until I hear Demi say,
"Joe, would you mind getting that? Tell him I'll be right down."
Great, just great. I sighed, walking downstairs, seeing Zac opening the door, then, his arms crossed over his chest.
I went to stand beside him, eyeing the dude by the door up and down,"May we help you?", Zac asked, sternly. Zac's three most important girls are Nessa, Demi and Danielle, of course.
The guy opened his mouth but I beat him to it, "Name? Age?", I asked.
He paused, before opening his mouth again to answer, "Taylor Lautner, 18. Um, is Demi ready?"
I rolled my eyes, before crossing my arms, "Listen, kid, you better have Demi home by 10, got it?", I asked.
He nodded quickly. "Zachary! Joseph!", we heard Danielle say from behind Taylor. "Let the poor guy come inside", she said, walking past him and pushing us back, before letting him in.
She smiled at him, "Hi, I'm Dani. Demi's and Zac's big sister. I'll go get Demi", she said, about to leave.
I stopped her, "No, she told me to tell him that she'll be right down."
"Ahem", we all heard someone say. The 4 of us turned towards the stairs and looked at Demi in awe. [http://www.polyvore.com/demis_date_wi... ]
I've seen her in a dress millions of times. She just seems to get more beautiful each time. "Wow, you look drop dead gorgeous", I said, my eyes widening as everyone looked at me.
"Um...I mean...I bet, Taylor...thinks so.....", I said, with a fake cough, scratching the back of my neck, nervously.
Demi smiled at me, slightly blushing, before looking at Tayor who was looking at me, or more like glaring.
Ha, you think I'm scared of you?
He noticed Demi looking at him so he quickly looked at her, before walking over to her, taking her hand and then whispering something in her ear, making her blush crimson red.
I clenched my fists.
Who does he think he is?
Oh, right.
Her date.
Fucking douche.
Made her blush.
I already hate him.
"Well, we'll be going now", I heard Demi say. I shot Taylor a look and he looked away. They were right by the door when Demi glared at Zac, I'm guessing for what he did this morning.
"I'll have her home by 10", Taylor said, before both of them left.
I growled at him right before Dani closed the door, and then Nessa came downstairs, wearing her Pj's, her hair dripping wet.
I guess she took a shower, and that she's staying over here tonight. Well, I might as well do that to...except the shower part.
I noticed both girls staring at me and Zac holding a bag of chips.
When the hell did he get those?
"What?", I asked them.
Dani walked over to me, her left eyebrow raised, "Are you jealous?", she asked me.
I looked at her, debating weither or not to tell them.
Nessa gasped, "Oh, you are so not over her! Your still in love with her, aren't you?", she said, her tone revealing it being a statement more then a question.
"N-no...", I whispered, looking anywhere but at them.
"Dude, please just say that youre still in love with her. I only feel that's she's save around you", Zac said, walking over to me, patting my shoulder, then walking over to the couch, sitting down.
"I-I....", I trailed off, not knowing what to answer, "I don't know...", I whispered.
Nessa rolled her eyes, "When WILL you know?", she scoffed.
I sighed, "I'm still in love with her, alright?", I snapped at her. She smiled and I heard Dani clapp her hands, along with Zac. "But, she's moved on...", I said after.
All three of them frowned, looking at me.
Dani looked at me, "Joe, Demi is still in love with you, but she's starting to lose hope. She's trying, to move on, but I know that it's hurting her."
I looked down, "I made a huge misstake breaking up with her. I need her back...", I whispered.
Both Nessa and Dani came up to hug me but I backed away, "I'm gonna go up to Demi's room", I said, then ran up to her room.
I wouldn't call it just her room, more like our room, since I stayed here almost 24/7. I had some of my clothes here and she had some of hers at my place.
It seemed like forever untill Demi came home. Dani had gone to her home, where she lived with her husband, who happened to be my brother, Kevin. Zac and Nessa went to bed just a few minutes ago.
I looked at the time and frowned, 3 minutes over 10, she's late. But right then, I heard a car pulling into the driveway, and saw Demi with tears in her eyes, running inside.
He made her cry?
That son of a bitch.
I'm gonna kill him.
I stood up and went downstairs, only to bump into Demi.
I craddled her in my arms, going back to the room, and layed her on her bed.
"Dem, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Do you want me to beat the douche up? What did he do? Did he hit you? Yell at you? Why aren't you answering?", I asked, panicked.
I heard a giggle coming out of her mouth and that put a smile to my face.
I lifted her chin, making her look at me, and wiped her tears with my thumb.
"H-he, didn't do anything....", she whispered, after a while of looking into each others eyes.
I looked at her confused, "Then why were you crying?", I asked, my eyebrows pulled together.
"Because, I'm still in love with you, and I just....", she paused, looking up at me, "You don't feel the same way anymore, but all I want is to see you happy, and if it's not me that makes you happy, then I can't do anything about it", she took a deap breath, then looked down, as I felt moist on my hand, that was still under her chin.
"Demi........I'm still in love with you too..", I whispered, hesitantly.
She looked up at me, then slightly smiled, but then it faded, "But why did you....?", she didn't finish her sentense.
I looked down, "I don't know, I was stupid. I wasn't thinking, and then Camilla said that she loved me, and I was so confused about it all....and I chose to make a huge misstake. I regret breaking up with you everyday that goes by..."
I groaned inwardly as I heard the doorbell ring. I sat on her bed, not planning on letting the douche in, until I hear Demi say,
"Joe, would you mind getting that? Tell him I'll be right down."
Great, just great. I sighed, walking downstairs, seeing Zac opening the door, then, his arms crossed over his chest.
I went to stand beside him, eyeing the dude by the door up and down,"May we help you?", Zac asked, sternly. Zac's three most important girls are Nessa, Demi and Danielle, of course.
The guy opened his mouth but I beat him to it, "Name? Age?", I asked.
He paused, before opening his mouth again to answer, "Taylor Lautner, 18. Um, is Demi ready?"
I rolled my eyes, before crossing my arms, "Listen, kid, you better have Demi home by 10, got it?", I asked.
He nodded quickly. "Zachary! Joseph!", we heard Danielle say from behind Taylor. "Let the poor guy come inside", she said, walking past him and pushing us back, before letting him in.
She smiled at him, "Hi, I'm Dani. Demi's and Zac's big sister. I'll go get Demi", she said, about to leave.
I stopped her, "No, she told me to tell him that she'll be right down."
"Ahem", we all heard someone say. The 4 of us turned towards the stairs and looked at Demi in awe. [http://www.polyvore.com/demis_date_wi... ]
I've seen her in a dress millions of times. She just seems to get more beautiful each time. "Wow, you look drop dead gorgeous", I said, my eyes widening as everyone looked at me.
"Um...I mean...I bet, Taylor...thinks so.....", I said, with a fake cough, scratching the back of my neck, nervously.
Demi smiled at me, slightly blushing, before looking at Tayor who was looking at me, or more like glaring.
Ha, you think I'm scared of you?
He noticed Demi looking at him so he quickly looked at her, before walking over to her, taking her hand and then whispering something in her ear, making her blush crimson red.
I clenched my fists.
Who does he think he is?
Oh, right.
Her date.
Fucking douche.
Made her blush.
I already hate him.
"Well, we'll be going now", I heard Demi say. I shot Taylor a look and he looked away. They were right by the door when Demi glared at Zac, I'm guessing for what he did this morning.
"I'll have her home by 10", Taylor said, before both of them left.
I growled at him right before Dani closed the door, and then Nessa came downstairs, wearing her Pj's, her hair dripping wet.
I guess she took a shower, and that she's staying over here tonight. Well, I might as well do that to...except the shower part.
I noticed both girls staring at me and Zac holding a bag of chips.
When the hell did he get those?
"What?", I asked them.
Dani walked over to me, her left eyebrow raised, "Are you jealous?", she asked me.
I looked at her, debating weither or not to tell them.
Nessa gasped, "Oh, you are so not over her! Your still in love with her, aren't you?", she said, her tone revealing it being a statement more then a question.
"N-no...", I whispered, looking anywhere but at them.
"Dude, please just say that youre still in love with her. I only feel that's she's save around you", Zac said, walking over to me, patting my shoulder, then walking over to the couch, sitting down.
"I-I....", I trailed off, not knowing what to answer, "I don't know...", I whispered.
Nessa rolled her eyes, "When WILL you know?", she scoffed.
I sighed, "I'm still in love with her, alright?", I snapped at her. She smiled and I heard Dani clapp her hands, along with Zac. "But, she's moved on...", I said after.
All three of them frowned, looking at me.
Dani looked at me, "Joe, Demi is still in love with you, but she's starting to lose hope. She's trying, to move on, but I know that it's hurting her."
I looked down, "I made a huge misstake breaking up with her. I need her back...", I whispered.
Both Nessa and Dani came up to hug me but I backed away, "I'm gonna go up to Demi's room", I said, then ran up to her room.
I wouldn't call it just her room, more like our room, since I stayed here almost 24/7. I had some of my clothes here and she had some of hers at my place.
It seemed like forever untill Demi came home. Dani had gone to her home, where she lived with her husband, who happened to be my brother, Kevin. Zac and Nessa went to bed just a few minutes ago.
I looked at the time and frowned, 3 minutes over 10, she's late. But right then, I heard a car pulling into the driveway, and saw Demi with tears in her eyes, running inside.
He made her cry?
That son of a bitch.
I'm gonna kill him.
I stood up and went downstairs, only to bump into Demi.
I craddled her in my arms, going back to the room, and layed her on her bed.
"Dem, what's wrong? Why are you crying? Do you want me to beat the douche up? What did he do? Did he hit you? Yell at you? Why aren't you answering?", I asked, panicked.
I heard a giggle coming out of her mouth and that put a smile to my face.
I lifted her chin, making her look at me, and wiped her tears with my thumb.
"H-he, didn't do anything....", she whispered, after a while of looking into each others eyes.
I looked at her confused, "Then why were you crying?", I asked, my eyebrows pulled together.
"Because, I'm still in love with you, and I just....", she paused, looking up at me, "You don't feel the same way anymore, but all I want is to see you happy, and if it's not me that makes you happy, then I can't do anything about it", she took a deap breath, then looked down, as I felt moist on my hand, that was still under her chin.
"Demi........I'm still in love with you too..", I whispered, hesitantly.
She looked up at me, then slightly smiled, but then it faded, "But why did you....?", she didn't finish her sentense.
I looked down, "I don't know, I was stupid. I wasn't thinking, and then Camilla said that she loved me, and I was so confused about it all....and I chose to make a huge misstake. I regret breaking up with you everyday that goes by..."